Meeting Teo...

While I was having breakfast with my father and stepmother, he said that they will go cruising that day and asked me if I wanted to come. Of course I said NO... I will feel much better if I stayed in my room, dieing from boredom. They left, and I lied on my bed thinking what could I possibly do to make this day beautiful... And then, my phone rang... it was Aleks. Go on the balcony - he said and hanged up. I smiled and went out on the balcony, looked down and there he was, Aleks and his cute smile on a scooter :) Come on - he said. He didn't had to ask me twice, so I dressed up as quick as I could and rushed down. I sat behind him and of we went. It was so

interesting, he took me to some places that words can not describe them. They were magical, everything was magical. Then we went on the beach.

We sat there, watching the sunset, smiling, just having a great time. Thank you - he said. I just gave him a strange look and asked why? For making my day wonderful - he answered. I didn't knew what to say, so to get out of that situation i said - Let's race to the scooter, and I got up, he went after me. While we were driving home, we stopped because Aleks wanted to buy something from the store. I was chilling and waiting for him to come back, and suddenly Teo showed up, and he was alone... Oh... My heart stopped... In that moment Aleks came out of the store, and they said Hi, and started talking. Aleks looked at me, and he knew that if he didn't introduce me to Teo, I would e mad. So he called me, and we met. Oh, he was so handsome and nice, and when he touched my hand... I think he likes me... really... Aleks dropped me to the hotel, and he just said a short BYE, and drove of. And all night I couldn't sleep, i was thinking about his green eyes, his smile, his touch... Oh, Teo, how can a person can be so beautiful?

My Favorite MOVIE SCENES

LOVE ACTUALLY

Life is too short
grudges are waste of perfect happiness
laugh when you can
apologize when you should
and let go of what you can't change
love deeply and forgive quickly
take chances, give everything
and have no regrets
life is too short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you are sad
love what you got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
learn from your mistakes
but never regret
people change, and things go wrong
but always remember
LIFE GOES ON...

Night OUT

So I got ready, cool clothes, beautiful smile and went out. As I was walking down the stairs I saw Aleksey standing in the lobby, watching me... I waved him and quickly went down the stairs. I was confused cause I supposed to call him, and he came just like that... But I didn't ask anything, I just hugged him and we went out... So he told me that tonight we were gonna go to a bar on the beach. Strange but, as we were walking down the road, I noticed that this guy that was brave enough is kinda shy... I didn't knew the reason for that, but I liked it... We went to the bar, and there were his friends... 3 guys, 3 girls, me and Aleks...They were all nice actualy, i had a lot of fun, but there was this girl that wasn't very in a mood... I guess she didn't liked me... And Aleks? He became the same guy I met, he was very nice, telling jokes, smiling all the time, looking after me not to feel alone, and It was a beautiful night. And then I thought about my summer love, so I said to my self, this is a perfect moment to ask Aleks if he knew him...

So I asked him, and his smile went missing... I didn't knew why, what went wrong, but the good thing was that he told me about him. His name was Teo, cool guy, a lot of girl were chasing him, and that was it, nothing else special, but i was satisfied, I finally know his name. It was getting late, so I told Aleks i wanted to go, and we went... While we were walking on the beach I couldn't stop but thinking that Aleks felt bad and it was all my fault... so he tried to convince me that there was nothing wrong. We said Bye and I went to may room... I lied on my bed, and i was thinking how closer I am to my dream, and I had a feeling i couldn't explain. Have you ever had that feeling? When you think that everything is possible, when you know the world is yours? Have you ever thought that if you have your dream guy for a boyfriend, that everything wrong will became right? That all of your problems will disappear and you and him will be happy forever together? Well I had that feeling...then... so I closed my eyes, and ... you know the rest.

I...

I was told there's miracle for
each day that I try
I was told there's a new love
that's born for each one that
has died
I was told there'd be no one to
call on when I feel alone and
afraid...
BUT...
I've found a reason to show...
A side of me you didn't know...
A reason for all that I do...
And the reason is YOU...

Expectations...

This morning i opened my eyes, and I had a look full of expectations and happiness, that finally I will have the courage I need to make my self happy, and meet this guy that has been going trough my mind all day and night, and just try to steal a moment of his precious time, to talk to me, to say HI... So I went to the beach, found a perfect spot for me, near the sea, I lied down, took my favorite book & started reading while waiting for my dream to come... I hadn't got any plan, I just new and believed that destiny will do it for me... I am a type of girl who believes every thing happens for a reason, and if something was really meant to be... it will be, sooner or later... As I was reading the book, I wasn't paying any attention of what is all about, but I was trying to imagine a situation where he, my green eyed lover, and me could possibly exchange some words. So, I was waiting...and then...

my stepmother decided to come... ha... What are you reading Laanna - she said, while she was putting her stuff next to mine. I gave her a look under my sunglasses thinking, what are you doing here? Haven't you done enough to ruin my life, and now you have to destroy my vacation in Greece, while I was trying to get something good out of it? I continued to read my book with no answer to her question. I don't say she is a evil woman, but the only woman that I could ever imagine my dad with was my mother. Their divorce was the worst thing that happened to me, but I have the ability to quickly recover from "bad" things. I guess she was just trying to connect with me more, but I bet that was sure my father's idea, not hers. They will get married in couple of months no matter what I think or feel... So according to the new situation, I knew nothing good will happen on the beach today, so I closed my book, stand up, and went to the shore... I looked at the sea with its beauty while the sun was shining down on it... I love summer, I love beach, I love sea... I can't tell how long I stood there, cause really I don't remember, I was astonished by the beauty of the sea. And then someone grabbed me from behind, and pushed me into the water... I was so nervous... I got up and slowly turned around to see who is that brave creature that decided to brake my imagination, to stop my thinking, to push me in the sea like a bully, to even think that I will not be mad about it, to... and I saw my "friend" from yesterday... standing there, smiling cute, while the breeze was playing with his hair... Hi - he said. A nice way to say hello to someone - thought. I went to him and he said - by the way, my name is Aleksey, Laanna - I said. So at that moment I thought about the choice I had, to stay with my stepmother and her boring talking about the wedding, the colour of her dress, flowers.... or to go with this guy and maybe have some fun? So you probably know what I did ... In those couple of hours I spent with him, I realised that he is a really nice guy, and fun too. Si we got to know each other and he asked me if I wanted to go with out with him and his friend tonight. Of course I agreed, cause I don't even wanna think of spending another boring night with the happy in love soon to be newlyweds, and yet along to spend it. So I got back to my room, and when I came in I realised that I forgot to ask Aleksey about my summer love... I hope I won't forget again tonight...

Invisible

While I was getting dressed for dinner with my dad and stepmother, I couldn't stop but thinking about the perfect guy from the beach... So I stopped for a moment, closed my eyes and pictured him in my mind, oh how beautiful he was... My cellphone rang. It was my dad, I had to go. The dinner was so boring, and she... I don't like her, but I don't even blame her for my parents divorce... I don't even know who to blame anymore... Anyway, they went dancing and I went for a walk on the beach... I knew that they weren't even gonna notice that I'm not around...invisible... I took off my slippers and I started walking, smiling and thinking, how strange? Me... a girl how has suffered so much, and been trough everything, still has a strength to smile, still has hope... but hey a smile is a curve that can straighten out a lot of things... so i believed that.. I laid on the sand... the sky was wonderful, full with stars and of course a full moon. And suddenly, someone laid next to me, and said: beautiful night ha?
I got up and I see this guy, cute, blond hair, brown eyes... well he wasn't like the green eyed lover I had in my mind all day, but still he had kindness in his eyes. Yes - I said - It's beautiful. So we started talking and i realised that he is a very nice guy and soon to be a friend i hope, cause I've been on this stupid island for 3 days and I haven't met anyone, so this was a good change for me. He walked me to my hotel, and he gave me his number so I can all him whenever i want to hang out or go sightseeing. I went into my room and couldn't wait to lay down and fall asleep, just so I can dream him, my summer love, the perfect guy I saw this afternoon on the beach. Hey, maybe my new friend knows him? I'll have to ask him...maybe tomorrow... Good Night.

Living a DREAM ...

Oh, what a great feeling...laying on a beach, alone, while the beautiful orange sun is putting its rays on my back, and the sand is finding its place between my toes... pretending to sleep, but still, secretly with the corner of my eye I'm looking at him, my summer love... oh what a perfect creature, the way he moves, the way he talks, the way he smiles, everything is just... and i'm going higher & higher, in my thoughts & dreams, trying to find a little place in my heart, so I can put him there and noone could ever take him away. But still i wonder, will he wants to be taken?... by a girl like me... So I close my eyes and start to think, the kind of girl I am, beautiful outside, broken inside... with my skin dark from the sun, and my yellow swimsuit, laying on the sand, with my long brown hair in a ponytail, and of course that little smile I have, that is always on my face, no matter good or bad... because you know what they say"dont frown,you never know whos falling in love with ur smile"...so I tend to believe that's true. I decided, I will go there and introduce my self. I stand up, and as confident I was, I started going towards him, smiling like the world is mine...

...and suddenly a big wave just splash me and i woke up... I turned around and i saw the beautiful non describing sunset, and he was gone... I probably fell asleep just looking at him. I got up, took my stuff and I headed to my hotel room, but still keeping his image in my head and hoping to see him again...