Expectations...

This morning i opened my eyes, and I had a look full of expectations and happiness, that finally I will have the courage I need to make my self happy, and meet this guy that has been going trough my mind all day and night, and just try to steal a moment of his precious time, to talk to me, to say HI... So I went to the beach, found a perfect spot for me, near the sea, I lied down, took my favorite book & started reading while waiting for my dream to come... I hadn't got any plan, I just new and believed that destiny will do it for me... I am a type of girl who believes every thing happens for a reason, and if something was really meant to be... it will be, sooner or later... As I was reading the book, I wasn't paying any attention of what is all about, but I was trying to imagine a situation where he, my green eyed lover, and me could possibly exchange some words. So, I was waiting...and then...

my stepmother decided to come... ha... What are you reading Laanna - she said, while she was putting her stuff next to mine. I gave her a look under my sunglasses thinking, what are you doing here? Haven't you done enough to ruin my life, and now you have to destroy my vacation in Greece, while I was trying to get something good out of it? I continued to read my book with no answer to her question. I don't say she is a evil woman, but the only woman that I could ever imagine my dad with was my mother. Their divorce was the worst thing that happened to me, but I have the ability to quickly recover from "bad" things. I guess she was just trying to connect with me more, but I bet that was sure my father's idea, not hers. They will get married in couple of months no matter what I think or feel... So according to the new situation, I knew nothing good will happen on the beach today, so I closed my book, stand up, and went to the shore... I looked at the sea with its beauty while the sun was shining down on it... I love summer, I love beach, I love sea... I can't tell how long I stood there, cause really I don't remember, I was astonished by the beauty of the sea. And then someone grabbed me from behind, and pushed me into the water... I was so nervous... I got up and slowly turned around to see who is that brave creature that decided to brake my imagination, to stop my thinking, to push me in the sea like a bully, to even think that I will not be mad about it, to... and I saw my "friend" from yesterday... standing there, smiling cute, while the breeze was playing with his hair... Hi - he said. A nice way to say hello to someone - thought. I went to him and he said - by the way, my name is Aleksey, Laanna - I said. So at that moment I thought about the choice I had, to stay with my stepmother and her boring talking about the wedding, the colour of her dress, flowers.... or to go with this guy and maybe have some fun? So you probably know what I did ... In those couple of hours I spent with him, I realised that he is a really nice guy, and fun too. Si we got to know each other and he asked me if I wanted to go with out with him and his friend tonight. Of course I agreed, cause I don't even wanna think of spending another boring night with the happy in love soon to be newlyweds, and yet along to spend it. So I got back to my room, and when I came in I realised that I forgot to ask Aleksey about my summer love... I hope I won't forget again tonight...